Sunday, March 6, 2011
Melbourne
Uni started and back to uni recently and found that both of the uni buildings are done and I am able to get into one of the building which named Advance Technology Center, it had a big lecture hall which had all the glasses around the lecture hall which means everyone is able to look into the lecture hall and see what the students doing in there ! Haven't got the chance to the new Student hub which heard it from someone that it's for the use of all those club and some student lounge in there! AND ! Something I hate most is that the Project Hub no longer only for final year students and it's open to you ! I keep waiting for this year to get the special sticker and now they said it's open to all ! Argh ! wont be having any special place to study now! It's going to be like a shit just like the library !
I think I am still having jet lag and yes ! i am quite suffering now as sometimes can't really sleep at night ! Oh no!!
Anyways ! That's all I want to say ! Bye Bye !
Saturday, March 5, 2011
久违的“妹妹”

今晚,久违了的可爱“妹妹”在Msn找我了,聊了天,好久没有和她聊天了。老实说,在中五后都没和她见面了,好久好久了~
今晚她给了我一个Link,是她和她亲爱的拍得短片,哈哈。大家可以去看看,给一些支持吧~哈哈
进这里看看吧~Digital Media Video Entry.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
这次的离别,不知何时再见
Let’s talk about my 27/02/2011, it’s the officially last day of my stay in my hometown and honestly I am sad about it. Went to the church service early in the morning and almost late for that as I was awake the night before till 3 something. Seem like my mind my heart asks me not to sleep but appreciate the last moment the last night back in my own house.
Went back home for an hour sleep after the service and woke up by dad for breakfast together and went to aloha for the 2nd time on my trip back this time and ate the roti canai for the 1st time.. It doesn’t taste as good as before and lots of food having the same problem such as the egg kueh tiaw that used to be very nice at aloha, it’s tasteless now and lost the real taste of it. After that went back home and start to do the final packing and Thanks Mum and Dad to help me seal the both check in boxes and I pack my own hand luggage which all are my clothing and my backpack with my lovely lappy with 小璐璐. Dad keep remind me to double check if I left anything at home as there won’t be the same as my previous Kuching trip that dad helped me to bring back some sort of small things like my Bluetooth earphone, my clothes and so on. Thanks Dad for that...
After that bath time and Mum prepared the long life noodle and abalone chicken soup which always taken by those who will be going for a long trip, its Chinese tradition. Honestly I don’t like the feeling of having the long life noodle with chicken soup alone although I love the long life noodles and home cooked chicken soup especially by mum as it indicates that I will be leaving for a long period of time and I am sad for it.. I prefer having that with the family than alone…
After the sad lonely long life noodle with chicken soup, rest for a while and that’s the time going to airport, but before that, I went to the Apollo Kompia there planning to get some of the deep fried kompia for Kok Ing and whoever coming up to the airport. Met up with Jasper while going into the departure hall of Sibu airport, sitting at the last row of the plane and honestly it’s not the nice seat as the toilet is just behind me and I am able to hear the sound of flushing after everyone using it.
Arrived LCCT late evening around 530 and while I walked out from the arrival hall, I saw Kok Ing alone there waiting for me… At 1st I thought there will be someone else there but out of my expectation, all of them are not coming but she is still coming up alone with the bus! I am touched! Really touched with that! How good she is, she thought I will be alone there for 5 hours so she came up to keep me accompany. Thanks Kok Ing! We went to old town kopitiam with Jasper and after that we spend rest of the time over Starbucks with a cup of coffee… Time flies while there’s someone keep you accompany. This is the 2nd time I met with Kok Ing on my trip back this time. Just before I am going in the departure hall, Ah ma reached and we talked for a while before I went into the departure hall and this is the 1st time I saw ah ma this trip… Anyway, Thanks Kok Ing and Ah ma for coming up to meet up with me and keep me accompany, otherwise the time will pass as slow as the snail…
And now, I am sitting on the RM100 reserved hot seat and it’s bit better than the normal one as the space at the front is bigger but the seat is smaller due to the divider are used to place some something.. Having 2 aussie sitting beside me and they are friendly , they are nice… I spent some time talking with them during the meal time. And soon after 4 hours I will be on the land of Oz and uni start.. Back to the reality and gonna work hard on my studies and everything… Everything is going back to normal..
Had a special experience during the flight, saw the lightning just happening in front of you during the take of time. Lightning show up quite often during the take off time and it's bit scary as you won't know if the lightning will strike on the plane or not, btw, Thanks God I arrived safetly...

Thanks all the friends for keep me accompany while I am back in Sibu and Kuching ! Appreciate it and hope to see you guys soon either when you guys coming over to Melbourne or when I got the chance to go back there.. Especially Kok Ing and Ah ma for coming up purposely to keep me accompany.. Kok Ing, next time we have to meet more in order to talk and kepo.. Haha.. The time is too short this time and hoping to talk with you soon.. Recall back, last year they are the one who sent me off as well! haha..

A big THANKS to my parents too !
Sunday, February 27, 2011
其实
有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。
有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。
有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。
有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。
有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。
有时候,夜深人静,突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。
有时候,走过熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一个人的脸。
有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。
有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。
有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢的无影无踪。
有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。
有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。
有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。
有时候,听到一首歌,就会突然想起一个人。
有时候,希望能找个人好好疼爱自己,渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候,你却偏执地退隐。
有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。
有时候,被别人伤害,嘴上讲没事,其实心里难过的要死。
有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。
有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀,有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。
其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。。。
丢了的自己,要记得捡回来…
PS: copied from Facebook but I found that it's nice ..
离开
It's the last night I am staying in my own house, the last night I am lying on my own bed with my comfy pillow and Bubu..
This will be the last night I am staying here in my own room on my own bed until the next time I am back again.. Wondering when will be my next trip back.. Been planned to work over Melbourne for my industrial training and for that I renew my passport 1 and half year earlier which make me lost the a year of valid period.. Heard from others that they will extend the passport valid period and not that start it with the date you renew it but what I got is the later one.. After calculation, lost RM60 for that as the fees are RM300 for 5 years valid period.. Oh no! It will be wasted if I am coming back end of the year or next year..
Anyway, back to the topic, feeling quite down tonight as not really feeling want to go back Melbourne, it will be a hard time there again and I really love the feeling to stay at home with family, with my parents.. Used to feel sad when going back is cause of the other half partner but nowadays, I am feeling sad to leave due to leaving my parents back in Sibu and will be apart from them for such a long time, most probably will be 2 years time except they are going to visit us there..
Mum are going to be alone back here as dad always travelling nowadays..
Mum ! Dad ! Thanks for everything that you gave me all this while especially when I am back in Sibu. The love, the care you all gave me I am really appreciate it! Thanks Mum ! Thanks Dad !! I love you!! I know that the nagging you guys gave me is all for my own good.. I knew it and I understand it.. Anyway! Mum, Dad ! Do take good care of yourself back in Sibu and hope to see you guys soon !! I LOVE YOU !! MUAKZZZ HUGSSS
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Appreciation
Alright.. this year I am the one who keep sending friends off to airport and that make my days down especially when I think of I might not be able to come back for long period of time, I started to miss them especially you guys.. You know who you are.. The last one I send off should be one of my bestie, fie to airport today.. He is a good friend of mine and he is really good.. always help whenever you need help, just call him and whenever he can he will do it for me.. How nice he is.. He been accompany for quite long time especially when I am a nanny back in Kuching last week.. Helping me to fetch my dad from airport to the hotel and to the airport again.. keep me accompany every night at my sister place so that I won't be bored when I am over there after the kids fall asleep.. Bring me here and there and whenever I need help from him, he will be there for me! Thanks Alfie !!
Oh well guys, dun feel jealous or anything if I didn't mention you here, just that not the right time yet.. Haha.. One day you might appear in here as well.. Haha..

Alright, by using my blog, I would like to give a big THANKS to most of my friends esp ALFIE LIM AH BENG who really be a very good company of mine while I am in Kuching and Sibu.. Thanks for fetching me from airport, going here and there with me, be a good friend of mine, and lots of things .. Thanks Alfie !! Kam Sia lu !
Apart from that, Thanks to all of my friend who had been going out, keep me accompany, entertainment me and help me all this while back in Sibu and for sure Kuching! Thanks Guys ! I had a memorable and good trip back this time and a nice and enjoyable trip to Kuching! Some of you, see you soon back in Melbourne, Some of you, see you soon in LCCT if you coming to visit me this Sunday, Some of you, hope to see you guys real soon as I have no idea when will I be back to Sibu and Kuching after this ! Oh well, there's few more days, roughly 4 or 5 days for those still in Sibu to see me.. haha..
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Valentine's Day 情人节
Well, till now just I know that the valentine's at Kch is different with Sibu. There are lots of stall setting up at all the roadside selling the flowers, bears and different kinds of Valentine's Gift.. You can see it everywhere no matter which area!! Lots of them and there's quite number of choices and the quality seem to be not too bad..
My 2nd alone Valentine's after that incident happened.. ahaha.. Seem like not too bad ! How my Valentine's going ? Busy for whole day and spending the night time with my little handsome at home and see him to sleep.. After that there's 3 guys spending the Valentine's time with me until my bro in law is back home and we went out to LOK LOK to celebrate our belated Valentine's Day ! haha.. Thanks Alfie, Henry and Henry's bro !
Single can have some different Valentine's Day celebration but still love the way celebrate it with someone special
Let's see if I will be having single Valentine's next year or different one ! haha..
Anyway ! Happy Valentine's Day to all the couple and the singles too !!
